Where I'm going

For some time I've never really been sure of what I want to do or where I want to go in the future when I finally have the chance. It's always about here and now that sometimes it's easy to forget there's a later. Sure, I've always got an answer to questions like "what's your dream?" or "What do you want to do?" Sometimes I'd say that I'd want to be a host of a show, a show that takes me all over the world, or maybe even a writer with bestseller books. If you ask me seriously I'd even say that I'd want want to be a psychologist just to give you an answer. But all these things are just that, things that I think I want but am not really sure if I want to have, they're just answers. I want to be more, but more of what you ask? I'm not really sure. I just want to be more. I guess I like winning stuff, I like doing things I'm good at, I like laughing with my friends and I like being with my family and having a good time with them. With all I have it seems selfish to ask for more. The concert of Alvin Barcelona's Himaya band made me realize that it's okay for me to dream big dreams. To get lost for a while trying to figure out where you're going because at least you've got somewhere to go to. I'm an easily pursuaded person, a girl who's made more mistakes than she can keep count of, but I'm also girl who doesn't regret ever making any one of those mistakes because each of them led me here. Making them I laughed, I also cried, most of them made me trip and fall of my face, and some left me feeling as happy as a suicidal emo. The point I'm making is that as many, or as few, as these moments were to me they didn't mean that I'll never be happy again. Just because I don't know where I'm going doesn't mean I'll give up trying to figure it out. :)